The following is a conversation between me and God:
God, I want you to know that that conversation with my friend meant so much to me. It lifted a weight I had been carrying for a while now. I realize that the enemy truly does attack us, however, you allow us to be tested in our faith to prove the word in us. God, I want you to know that I love you and appreciate you for all that you have done in me.
Why are slow to believe me? Have not I always been there? Why won't you allow me to eat of my own fruits in you? Do not kick against the prick, because the prick is there to make you.
God, I don't want to be slow to believe you. It is my heart to honor you in all things. It is what I will do.
All you have to do is believe me. There is no time (process) in belief. It is a decision of the heart. Understand that I am developing you for times to come. Not just times, upon the earth, but times beyond, where you will rule and reign with my son. Do you think yourself worthy to reign with Him? Well, you must suffer with Him first. Will you allow me to choose your suffering? Are you angry at the fact that I can see the buttons to press? I know how to try (prove) you. Rest in the fact that I love you, and will never put more on you than you can bear. So take up your cross, and walk towards me, as I purify and refine you as pure gold.
I love you and I trust you, Father. Let those that read this be encouraged as you refine them. Thank you for loving us.